I'm mad at God

I'm mad at God.

Not in the sense that you may think but more about the process. How is it that He uproots our lives shows you a path then is quiet?

I need to hear from Him. I struggle and ask daily to show me more of the path. As of today He is quiet. I am on a path. Is it the right one?

I am not alone. He is with me all the time. That I know and feel. Like a baby that is being carried around by it's mother or father knows it is loved and is on a trip but does not know where it is going.

I am mad at God. Like a child is mad at its parents when he/she does not get its way but knows the parents are right.

I am not alone. This I know. He is with me. My own feelings about the future are what make me mad at Him. He says live only in today.

I am mad at God.

I am not alone. He is with me. He will show me the path when it is time and I will understand then.

Greg