I'm mad at God.
Not in the sense that you may think but more about the process. How is it that He uproots our lives shows you a path then is quiet?
I need to hear from Him. I struggle and ask daily to show me more of the path. As of today He is quiet. I am on a path. Is it the right one?
I am not alone. He is with me all the time. That I know and feel. Like a baby that is being carried around by it's mother or father knows it is loved and is on a trip but does not know where it is going.
I am mad at God. Like a child is mad at its parents when he/she does not get its way but knows the parents are right.
I am not alone. This I know. He is with me. My own feelings about the future are what make me mad at Him. He says live only in today.
I am mad at God.
I am not alone. He is with me. He will show me the path when it is time and I will understand then.
Greg
About Me
- Greg Longtin
- Greenville, SC, United States
- A 51 year old guy who after almost 30 years of ignoring a call has decided to follow it. I'm married to Judy, my high school sweetheart, and can't imagine life without her. I have two wonderful children, Kate and Sammy who have brought great joy to my life. I am looking forward to the next step in my "faithwalk".
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If you were not on the right path God would be vocal which means that it's not time to know the next step yet. You know I've been telling people about how you used to handle our tempertantrums and frustrations when we were little...be careful or God may just show you the right way... ;) Love you! And just keep swimming
ReplyDeleteSometimes, we get mad at our parents because they've always been there for us. Then, they start trusting us to make our own decisions, or pouring our own wine. Sometimes, we make the wrong decision and we have to learn from it. Sometimes, silence is our teacher.
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